Monday, January 03, 2005
entered PJC after mcdonalds' big breakfast. i nv felt i was a J1 student, feeling totally awkward in such a place. lost\ lost & lost. was all i felt. altot many newtowners went there but i wasnt with any during orientation grp. nv,, gotta be indepedent. all going to science, kenneth taking history cause he usually failed geog (bow to him!) so weird so weird, i wonder if tmr will be a better day ? i wanna wear jc uniform, so weird in my kiddy little blue-while uniform. wanna look smart but .. nvm, im smart w/o uniform *bHb* i will get used soon to JC lifestyle ..
o n - m y - o w n
God, hide me under your wings, give me your tender hug & take aways fears within me. i admit tat im scared but all i want is to put my trust unto You. please answer this prayer, all my life, i wanna commit into yr hands. in Your most high name, Amen (=
deep inside in the corner of my mind
im a t t a c h e d to you . .
i wrote this
at 6:02 AM
joy without sorrow me & you peace without rain