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i hv moved

2005-02-26T08:21:00.000-08:00

due to problems in my template, im forced to move.
so visit my blogpsot click here!
(http://www.tangledeclarations.blogspot.com/)

special me !

2005-02-24T12:00:00.000-08:00

okay; i cant think of anyway to greet pple
i'll be nice, "gd morning" (:
im slacking at home, currently at 12pm, thursday morning
little ms-always-mc skipped school today (tt what my cls mates call me) *v.guilty* but i cant stand schooling all the way till 5pm
these few days was quite nice, filled with yami yoghurt, i eat everyday after temptation on sunday & monday. lolx.

on tuesday i watched ntss bball match with my saints` mates & classmates. oh my cls mates loved it, it was v exciting !! NTSS won ! then i went orchard
on wednesday aka. yest, our school got sum smart & casual wear. all the people wear till so, plz la, not fashion show =| oh, we watched annabel's literature play, sum shakespears' 12 .. dunno what, but it was AWESOME !! lolx, entertain my boring day, oh we went orhard again to watch RAY ..uhmm.. nice nice, nc-16, drug references but it's a good show for pple who appreciate music (:
my day end with a long chat till 11:15pm with friends, a great feeling! having anxiety for o level results sia, oh no, i even dreamt of o lvl results argh* what's wrong with me ??

my reflection: youngsters ar.. nothing to say, why do they think tt they r mature enuff to handle their probs. get over it man, u guys r still kids (me too!)

sweetened memories x)

2005-02-21T20:17:00.000-08:00

ke-baoOO00*
today is my first monday tt i hv no blue. i was wearing MGS uniform today with nicole(slut*y + bit*y) pairs of eyes were staring at us, seems lyk gonna confront us in any moment. & of cause i'll stay calm n cool cox i alreadee tot of hw to defend myself in all situations but =( no one dares to lay a finger on us ...

oh yest i went to watch "a moment to remember", shld i say gd\ bad things first. okay GOOD, i hav a great time cause the show rocks -grins- it's so touching, lovely and romantic. BAD, im always being laughed at for crying the loudest .. ha ha ha funny meh ? (i dunt think so) horrible xperience, dunt watch with me, just treat me, i can watch alone

uhmm, michelle nv come sch today, pls tell me u will come tmr ? oh, results drawing in DAYS so let us pray !!!!
i really pity those type of particular people, living life lyk nobody's business, claming things tt they dont own .. seem happy outside but inside, e m p t y. i know down de streets, they r plently full of dem but v poor thing. young young, but dunno what's purpose of life. Fun\ fun\ fun ... all they only care. really feel lyk giving them a wash in machines frm laundry shop, so many teenagers. we, as humans shld start living lyk one, not regretting things u do when u turned 70 yrs old (:

in life, it's nt the pple, music nor de time, it's God who matters ....

a love title

2005-02-19T23:59:00.000-08:00

it's nt the pple, music nor atmosphere ... it's God who matters ....

jukebox playin" unwritten by natasha bedd.
current lurvesong" since u've been gone by kelly clarks -this is good-

my day was filled with SUN /warm & l o v e
chiz, sound so sweet; it does -grin-
i went SAJC funfair in the morning, me & ah sao were almost ~~BURNT~~ in the sun, it was sorching hot, all the sudden, hving e urge to be ~~SEXY~~ .. "striping off my clothes & jump into any swimming pool" but ya, i was fantasying only =| .hot. .hot. .hot. f-u-n fair is supposed to b fun but, no i'm not having. clem's brownie was nice, xinyi's prata mania (???) ex egg prata: $2.50, nat sells canned food (what???) i saw world's tallest men; 2 of dem; 2.4m ??? o_O getti ?? i wunder hw their mums gave birth to dem, doc hving hard time nowadays w long babies lolx =| lolx i had a glitter tatooo, sprayed-hair, SAJC tee shirt (sweet nataline gave me free tickets) =D

my clsmate, qiyin went service :) i guessed she was shocked, is a church supposed to be so HIGH ? 1st-timer to church, under/s ?? but, she had a fun time, i hope so (with me ? jacqueline?) =| haha, a sermon on *how 2 live with a husband so weird*; love\marriage ... nice, day ended with Chris's wonderful msg on love.

p.s your love will come when u least xpected it, so no point pondering on short-term courtships. teenagers nowadays suck, empty promises esp guys, when they even had a prob about the security of their future, cant even support themselves with taxes, ceo, utility bills + + +
treasure e friendships ..

march movie resolution (??)
lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events (MUST WATCH!! i love baby sunny baudelaire)
miss congeniality 2
son of the mask
mabbe.. winnie e pooh's heffalump movie

×× b nice ²me _ _____

2005-02-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

yesh!
b nice 2me _ _____
that will be my quote for this weekend =| people r treating lyk a piece of sh*t, nvm, be nice to me but i'll be nice to u but dont blame me if u caught me talking behind yr back (lolx* -evil grin-) mean me, i went school today i did! i did! yea, had quite some fun in skool, as usual, laming ard, turnin-17s r nuts up there; watch outta
thank Jesus, so now the stupid be-teacher-as-career thingy is finally drawin an end, it's none of my business, i'll still have chance to go SAJC, oh God, be nice to me nvm, He's always sweet& lovely to me, my lover *GOD*

i din went fer class BBQ, what's wrng w my class, super enthu about everything, from outings to outings & they called me "ms always MC" meanest people frm 05A03\PJC -arghh !!- this is not funny, uhmmm .. i went temasek poly open hse, a lot of eye c a n d i e s ~~wooohoo~~ lolx, o0ps* but yea, i wunt go tat far-away sch but girls .. make TP yr choice, u know what i mean? okay, nth much, i shld end here, my cls mate cumin service tmr (GodBlessHEr* & all of u)

skipping ard the skool

2005-02-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

im sry pple,
im such a failure, i overslept today AGAIN =|
*felling terribly guilty*
i was doing homework last night, plus ~~online`ing~~ ..uhmm..
i din mean it ?
okay, im bad, i likes & LOVES to slp
okay, the first thing i was to catch -constantine-heheheheheheeee..
the lead actor was -wo hOO-
makin me to sweat =|
lala, went to take alot of neoprints, walk ard ..
went to nike to change my top, very small & i wore it once =|
hehe, im bad.
bought *seventeen*
& realised i hv this condition called "post inflammatory hyperpigmentation" aka PIH
getti ?
just some dark marks after pimples or acnes =S t e r r i b l e
i hv ~~disease~~
fine. wassup ? =P
my sch hving this stupid mass bbq for all J1s :( not very keen to go, so im gonna skip it .. heEx sianz, tons of work to do. i think i spend alot of mag this week, bought 3 mags le.. i think im just too bored, reading ALOT -grins-

back-row girls` a t t i t u d e

2005-02-16T22:54:00.000-08:00

mooo~
okay, wart a bad way to say "hi" =P
i sucks, nvm, days r cool wearing st. theresa convent uniform c o o l im slacking throughtout today, cant concentrate in sch, slping with eyes opened thru all lessons (i only had 3 hrs of slp) =S i only loved PE; my best PE lesson; i played pepsi-cola- 1 2 3 =|
boonie's eye candy so cute ! i hope i find mine
ohz .. i went to watch match after tat, woww newtown won (of causeM/l>) & i drag my cls bud -minci- down, so sweeee e t, now we r darlings* lolx

i feel tat there's a lot ot say but cannot rmb, den i went back sch for o.d.a.c enjoyed myself a lot, running aways lyk mad children, nv eat lunch somemore ...
im tired today
cant write much
results r releasing soon
oh, now only God can help (:

05A03 is gonna slipt into pieces, back-row gals r raising up .. yea, we r gonna be on our own 11of`us =P

his birthday ..

2005-02-15T14:50:00.000-08:00

i overslept today, my sister who woke up at 6:30pm nv wake me up MISS KIMBERLEY KOH !!!! lolx she reads my blog .. so ya, k la, im grateful to her, i had 12 hrs of sleep .. heeEx oh, i got my st.theresa uniform, gonna wear .. heehe big betrayer of ntss =P

guess wart, 2 bad news & 1 gd news, care to hear ?

bad new 1# do i look lyk ah lian, bad bad bad, pple who dunno me thinks i'm one ? tt's bad till e core when i'm not, u cant really find me scolding @$%~!%^!#% nowadays, u mean pple .. no la, dont laugh at me lyk sijia (u're mean but i still love u; look at mt friendster) hahaha, im not upset, just asking for opinion cause cindy says i look lyk one, do i look lyk one ? then pls pay fer my makeover, i wlll b grateful to ya

bad new 2# i had a lonely valentine with 9 other pple, so what ? loners deserve a friendship day right ? i hear echoes behind my back (: lolx, went over to chris place to swim *wao* and eat .. muaching all over pizza & my drumlets were gone, nvm .. i'll haf lotsa of chances to eat till i'm fat -grins-

gd new# hi all o level kiddies, haf u receive the MOE letter saying u to seek being a teacher as yr career, teaching d&t, art & music .. blablabla ? heard a rumour tat only pple with L1R5 17 & below will receive it (= im seriously so so sooooo happy cause i received =D i dont care if my friend bluff me ... a short-moment of happiness is enuff

ooo one more bad news- o lvl result r coming out.. uhmmm -anxious-

days w/o roses

2005-02-12T07:25:00.000-08:00

buzzzz; im back here on the "spot" nvm, im dumb .. ya, i reformated my com cause it cant enter internet explorer tot i can chat on msn (-__-") it just get pissed by me, ya, we had a quarral ?! new year is not very good but ya, i caught "i do i do" yest so yea, singaporeans shld support it ? uhmm, lame jokes but nice show, got cheated by the plot in the end =P dumb jack neo ..
nothing much to write, just crapping ard in my life .. behaving lyk taitai, doing nth much special, eat slp play & pray ?

today's sermon was nice, a perfect husband goes with a perfect wife .. i'll try to be one before i gets 30. yea .. life .. all about this. the e n d *

come angbao come !!

2005-02-09T15:14:00.000-08:00

come angbao($) come come !!
at my aunt's hse now, oOhz had a terrible night yest; so sry.. yea\ new yr mood makes me a lil mad but well, pple r commenting on my face [what's wrng w yr pimples (whateva)] i dont care, eh .... just come la, ang bao* =P yes, lyk what bel says, shop after CNY !!! hey frenz; enjoy yr hols& buzzz ....

buzzzzzzz offf !

2005-02-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

oh plz buzzzz off if you're not my friend. BARRRKKKKKK* warning: jacqueline is a angry ger. [wateva] bad new year; anyway 2005 wasnt a great yr afterall. arghhhhhh.. life sucks i hate everything i see, i hate every word tat gotta into my ear. i hate, i hate &i really hate !! i dunnno la, perhaps an attack of PMS (again?!) plus+ a million times of human attacks against a poor girl lyk me. yes, it's ME! i got all these insults& comments again, c`mon n live yr life away frm me, u disgusting people\ yucks`

kz;l enuff of my irritating freaky mindset. de world is against, suffocating thru this planet, struggle fer every single breathe.. kaox. bad day; bad year; BAD! i'm heaven super bad days, but i try to smile thru it. i hate fake smiles on my face. yes, im useless &ugly but i don need yr stupid comments !! ~~f r i e n d s~~ not worth a single cent\ puke.

just feel lyk ending this life of mine. freak` ARGHHH ...

i'll cheer up and cool and smile till the sunrise of another day comes. poor life i had, endure thru all parts of difficulties (:
e amt of angbao will nv rub away my pain. i hate em' tot i wanna love but u all ..... fine! i'll be the person who deserve all horrible sufferings

peEkaboo`

2005-02-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

aloHAA- wart a greeting!
bzzz; miss me ? loLx had a fab dae, monday bluess were all erased (thnx to God) but it's so fun today! i wore crescent uni today, woooho` fun, outta of that blue& white. uni fi n a ll y . . & malcom\ben\waikit\edmund\wxiang crash PJC today, they r so cute. my classmates were shocked to see mal, he's so BIGGG& cute :D nxt, the day was fun, GP lesson watch movie; sch rawks!

went town to shop with boon& siying, oooHx so much ntss pple but all still can recognise me =S boon& i wanna bluff siying to stay on cause she going back sch to train netball .. so both of us keep walking frm shops to shops. i then meet mich, clem, chris.. blabla.. we walk ard town lyk crazy, so tempted to buy a nike top *kaOx today im so broke, left ten c. okay ( ?!!) so ashamed of myself, spend so much -heex-

tmr pjc has no school !!! NO !!! so cool right, say we "deserve it" .. well i'll be back in ntss *miss me*
P.S: i saw tt girlguides thinnest chio bu, she pretend she dunno me hmph

i need to change blogskin, sucksssss`

is life tt great afterall ?

2005-02-06T21:05:00.000-08:00

yest
yea is life tat great afterall, it's so .. so-so loh, i'm forced to live in this world, ARGH ! wanna go heaven faster (im mad today -ROARRR) i was cheated by my budds yest, i woke up at 6:30am, thinking tat after a nice breakfast we can tour in SP but SP only start the stupid open hse at 10pm. so after a nice big breakfast at M.A.C we headed town fer ELEKTRA .. dee movie rawks ?? it's funk-ly cool with jenn garner, what a personality for the actress. headed for cell grp & lead worship, oh man, bad xperience, i cant sing properly ! got everyone feeling so awkward, really wanna hide under dee blankets! windows r breaking loh (kiddin!) but nvm, first trial so i'll practise more nxt time grins church service was cool - - Ps.Khong rocks, he's cute too, lolx. yest was piercing day, juinyeow & ho ho both pierced waos i had a biggie dinner yest, celebrating CHRIS FUN's bdae.. weeZ.. we ate steamboat buffet .. wart a day but had fun ?!!

t o d a y. went for sunday school to teach (i scared kids away!) lolx ..went out with my sis n jer, he's such a shopper loh, cant stand shopping w him. he rawks lor, just rd & rd the place for millions of times -bzzzzzz- he train & i dunt. so caught sumthing in my eyes, the coolest handbage .. =S too ex (x___-") nvm, i got a skirt .. i hate it when im broke/ fine, im rich with nonsense ??!

WHAT THE FREAK IS GOING ON WITH MY BLOGSKIN ... KAOX ... LIFE IS SO NICE

humanchangess ..

2005-02-04T21:45:00.000-08:00

my 2nd entry of DA DAY !

plz pay attention to me !
o i love my new skin
finally feel that this skin is more/or less my personality cause` the billabong stuff makes me so R21 typo.
to my budd *chrissyboon, im sry to steal yr taggyboard =P i haf confessed .. heEx o man, gonna haf a busy day tmr (: im leading worship during my cell, wanna come ? (yes,yes, plz say "i do")

btw, the citigems commercial appeared so sweet with fiona& joanna.. friend r foreva

dunt wake me up !!

2005-02-04T18:28:00.000-08:00

today is a fine day
i slept 18h 30mins; 10-4:30pm (o man, i love this !)
u can say that i'm a pig, cause i'm ONE !! yea, i'm not sick, just very tired, VERY ! dunt ask me about school (din go school today) .. uhm .. just slacking at home, waiting for american idol ... kill me, i'm bored

i had a reunion dinner with my church mates last night, i guessed they put sleeping pills inside =/ u know, tt's why i slept so much (i make a individual RECORD !)
life .mylife. i hate to be irritated, mind u ! stop provoking me, enuff is enough =/ o0hz and i'm tired once again, it's an tiring entry, dunt fall asleep .. dozin off [u- zzZ]

i'm weak.. it's true.. cause i'm afraid to know the answer.. do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster trueryan.c

s LA cke rr. [ zzzZ ]

2005-02-03T15:45:00.000-08:00

zzzZ; im a biggiE slacker !
i shall proudly announce to all of u =P
seriously school load r just so heavy, i haf endless homework butt ... i guess it's normal so school is fun afterall. i super slacker lor, always haf o end up copying hw. my teacher finally realised my pressence cos` i disturbed him today -heEx- i'm finally considered normal to him, not anti-social. i cant stand her, i cant stand her !!!! i'm gonna blow right up soon {nvm} chiz, i lurvf the school prog fer valentine's { sounds so sweet right ? } it's lyk, gonna haf delievery service to your One by e concillors; 50c only and screening of 50 1st dates on .. dunno when la, so cool right ? i lurve college till the corrreeeeeee. oh i opted o.d.a.c as my 1st choice of cca, oh tmr got lst outing at B.T hill (hiking) arghh -boring- exciting stuff=> i'm crossing dress tmr "gosh; finally" wearing crescent girls' uni, hope i camoflauge within them well, im trying msg uni nxt week & STC too .. there's no stc in my school .. lolx, i'll be the first one. school is so CUTTEEEE ...

.jacquelineloves2stone.

2005-01-29T08:40:00.000-08:00

-lovedbyGod- in Pjc, u learn a life-timed skill - - stoning ! i stone a lot .. today i realise i din at all, finally !!! i really i couldnt talk properly these days, i speak w/o moving my lips or my mouth. i seldom open my golden mouth to talk unless necessary (rarely hear this right ? u wish u heard it earlier right ?) i know im very noisy so .. i dont get used to myself, i suck la .. but anyway lemme introduce u guys the stoning master - - michelle chow . . she "rocks" too (:
im trying hard to be funny NOW !
lemme b serious for once, today is annabel's & nicole's baptism. u guys shld really come lor, it was a period of flooding in s'pore when they shared their testimonials .. i tear-ed too .. but it's still a happy event !! YEA !! mumy, when is my turn .. she rejected my request twice* nvm (P)(r)(A)(y) im happy this week cause i'm blessed with 2 new shoes =D and my beloved adidas jacket !!!!!!!!!!!!! millions of thanks to my mummy .. valentine's commin .. must pampered myself withgifts, love n kisses cause I'M SINGLE, UGLYa stoner .. haha girls who r single, dont be despaired, e time is just not up yet, e right one is still on his way to us . . i used this to console myself every night -sobx-

[m]issing [i]n [a]ction

2005-01-28T23:38:00.000-08:00

hey folks` i noe im a bad person, i was away fer days n .. missing !! my pc was down fer weeks so couldnt online at all, i miss all the entries, i promised i'll try to read everyone's "latest" entries tat i've missed. super sry .. =P
nothing much about school, just got kicked outta by too much ccas, had a week of exercise, cause' i went fer netball, hockey, badminton, touch-rub, odac .. muscles r seriously aching (i tink they r tearing up soon) and now, im still cca-less *sad to say* got kicked by, net, bad .. i wanna go hock + touch badly ~pray fer me~ nahx, uhmm m .. yea .. life is as so, JC is so .. so-so .. nvm, make a couple of gd buddies, gonna x-dress soon ? be crescentian for a day, annabel had the face but poor thing when she wear fairfield's .. look kiddy .. constans looks great in FMSS uni (: our school got no convent xcept tat st.nic girl .. dunno her at all .. uh m m .. should i try acs(i) uni ? LOLX

[m]issing [i]n [a]ction

2005-01-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

once again, boasting about PJC !

2005-01-12T03:18:00.000-08:00

im sorry. i just love my school- PJC
things u gonna love @pjc
1. chicken rice with si chuan cai soup: $1.80 only !
2. have an ice cream store ?
3. have breaks after every lectures
4. polo tee ?
5. can bath after PE lessons
6. a lot of eye candies in J2, esp that angmoh* >.< everything la !!!

basically JC life rocks ? maybbe it's just the second, im slacking throughout, i did tried not to slp during lectures =P first day of school was cool, the automatic school gate closes when i reach it, but the DM took pity on me & a lot of late-comers so i am not late afterall ! made friends like, finally ? cause 4 newtown in same cls, we dont go interact w pple, keep sticking within our comfort zone so .. i love my form tea ? he's cool .. today had my first 1.30 hr of PE, shiok ar --2.4km-- almost dying. went back ntss today, supposed to see guides but .. i shld not mention. 2 words: sad case ? internal + external conflicts, we as the "seniors" (which no1 regards us as) cant say much. so many pple dont welcum us back, what for ? deal all probs yrself lor, but im only mentioning this only to SOME pple only. u nice to me, i'll be nice back. gd luck for campfire ? btw, then we had fun time talking, 5 frm pjc, 3 frm jjc, 2 frm acjc and 1 ajc .. we talk & joked around, meet some teachers .. what can i say to newtown > sucks. it really gonna corrupt soon .. but with some great teachers there, maybe still got hope la .. oh, im not attached at all, hope to be when im 23 ? lolx

the best way to forget one is to love another.
but the most painful thing is to fall in love with someone u shldn't ~~love sucks~~

de unrevealed :m:e: d r e a m .on

2005-01-09T01:20:00.000-08:00

i do cherish you
for the rest of my lifetime.
this is gonna be a bad entry of the day. but do wanna wish the slyvester lookalike- zhiren !! (really look but even better looking) a happy birthday and my beloved son, david lee (= (he also v charmin, my son le) seriously dont read my entry if u just dont wanna gimme yr 100% forcus. & the entry will starts with my theory - - " all shoppers need to give shopping the highest respect, full concentration, foruc n. sharp eyesight to grab the cheapest and most beautiful material. " sounds lame ?! guess so ..
cause im pretty missing you, yea u ..
i do hope someday i'll clear my mind unto you
but im afraid tat i might just vomit out (lame!)
im kissing romance goodbye this time round
everyone is just too good for me, unless i meet with my plasctic.s doc
sounds bad, my life !
but im pleased with my looks >_>

wanna say something to my one and only one (tot i heaven found you !) i knew i loved you before i meet you .heEz i hope one day when i met you, i can read tis out to you, we'll meet one day, in God's timing
i love you
just the way you r, cause create you for me !
i love to see you sleeping, able to take a good look of you, enjoying life with you. love to see you, hugging yr bolster like a 3yr old kid. it's cute when u start eating and blushed when u caught me lookin at you. life is great with you, when im able to hug yr waist when u carry me on bike\ motorbike .. de wind blowing against us. you will hate to take pic but when i just start to sa`jiao, you will surrender all to me. you and i will look great on pics, although time and again u may love to tease me but occasionally u will whisper to my years "i love you" *sounds so sweet hey boy, we will also camp overnight, counting the millions of stars above us, i will love you & u will love me. now and forever, u will love the breakfast i cooked for you, u will buy my fave things and be willing to shop with me. u will always say "im pretty" altot im not but thank you ! we will chill out before the tv each night, lying on you, i really will love you .. my boy, we gonna romanced thru our life.

uhmm, sounds sweet but where is my HIM ? heaven appear .. lucky i have God's love now -hehe-

{ f u n } will come to an end

2005-01-08T12:30:00.000-08:00

orientation finally draws to an end. the orientation was fun, 3 cheers to pris, boon bee & david (my OGLs) woohoo` they r one of the cutest pple u can ever see, david act cute a lot when he take pics -__-" im cuter, haha i love PJC .. my clan gotta the endu award .. but i felt i was stoning, the skit was cute. there r also representatives frm each cls, constans, jerold all representing their own cls. christine, desiree & wafa was in their cls skit. christine, read more on acting as vampire's books .. she was e funniest vamp i ever see. keep laughing one -weird- but applaush for yr clan > champion *piorot* Pjc is cool, really made quite a no. of frenz but my cls girls are over-hyper. cls guys easily to chat w .. weewee` anyway miss all my budds all over s'pore. those working, those studying @ other places .. cheer to yr life in 2005. one week just passed, school next week starts .. i love my time table, so free ?? =P

hom e_____ @pioneer;jc

2005-01-06T06:21:00.000-08:00

playing; mr big
to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
deep inside I hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be with you

i love you . i love you. i love you
watever. whoever
im totally influenced by PJC, becomin lamer as each day passed by, i can entertain many thru my lame jokes -uh- i shall shut up. im totally fantasized by mr.big- to be with you im CRAZZY for ~~whoever~~ tat may be. nvm.
these days r pretty tiring, first two days was kindly bad. talks after talks, but wed + thrus was cool. i finally getta noe my class pple (: cool + funky girls ... got a few christians + cath in my cls, we worshipped for a while -o0p; heEx- me mich nicole xueli same class, so lucky .. J1 girls in ym sch quite prettty unlyk me, kaox* J2 are filled with babes & prince charmin; saw lotsa but ..... they wont lay their eyes on ugly girl lyk ME ! today huiqi flew to australia for trinity college, God bless her journey mercy & gd times, i sent her off @ airport (: missed* nothing much to comment, just tat u may see me on streets with diff jc PE attire. i got PJC, CJC .. gonna get SAJC one soon, im being lame but lemme tell u sumthing, i am not the noise-est there, my cls got more to be seen
p i o n e e r { 0 5\ A 0 3 }

a new stage of my life

2005-01-03T06:02:00.000-08:00

entered PJC after mcdonalds' big breakfast. i nv felt i was a J1 student, feeling totally awkward in such a place. lost\ lost & lost. was all i felt. altot many newtowners went there but i wasnt with any during orientation grp. nv,, gotta be indepedent. all going to science, kenneth taking history cause he usually failed geog (bow to him!) so weird so weird, i wonder if tmr will be a better day ? i wanna wear jc uniform, so weird in my kiddy little blue-while uniform. wanna look smart but .. nvm, im smart w/o uniform *bHb* i will get used soon to JC lifestyle ..
o n - m y - o w n

God, hide me under your wings, give me your tender hug &amp; take aways fears within me. i admit tat im scared but all i want is to put my trust unto You. please answer this prayer, all my life, i wanna commit into yr hands. in Your most high name, Amen (=

- - - two oh oh five - - -

2005-01-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

hey guys
aint we havin a great year ?
year 2005
im watching news right now
reading e website about tsunami, jerold told me
lives lost
millions of them
i am complaining tat i missed my sec friends
to tink about it, what about those who lost their loved ones forever
for a life time, they aren't able to see them anymore
shouldn't we cherish each life more ?
today taught my kids @ sunday school
was totally ..
my heart just sank, lotsa of changes in many's lives
so everyone, please stop complaining !
enough is enough ?!!
it's so sickening to complain throughout this whole life
dont we have better things to do like
helping those in need ?
not just tsunami's victims, we have a lot pple surrounding our lives
many need us ... .
other than forking out money & praying,
lend a hand !
make it a 2005 resolution, u pple !
do it before it's too late
thank God tsunami nv hit s'pore
rmb: there's only One that can control our lives
only One
we can easily be whipped out frm this earth (:

tmr will be a fresh start for mnay, i know pple just hate new environment but our lives r always filled with many, mnay different sessions. kindergarten, primary, secondary .. we have to go on with life but the excitment in us shouldnt die out that quickly. or, u just gonna live a .. BORING life. so ... live greatly & be proud of what u r doing. friends, keep in touch * for those having N or O level, not all even have the chance or money to afford it so .. just take it la, the year will passed superly fast one - -goodluck 2all- -

brand new weekend 2 00 5

2005-01-02T00:26:00.000-08:00

its new year 2005, 2005 and 2005 !! happy happy new year, fa ya fa da cai ?! sounds lyk chinese new year but anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR, im 17 yrs old. wart an old age but sill thank god for each breathe that i take in each day. i had a silent countdown w/o knowing it was already 12am. we went giant @ imm early morning yest, got lotsa of food and went to jasmine's place to start cooking. chris and joy were having so much fun during the cooking session. seeing the guys plucking bean spouts .. so funny; a chinese proverb -ji shou ya jiao- get it ? they r bad in cooking and preparing. chris was playing with his chicken, giving them a good massage
-_____-" [GUYS ?!!] bg headache* then we all watched scarry movie, damn sick but funny. the night passed with swimming in freezing water and some games. overall was okay but we had no much food to eat, bbq pit need to cleared by 11pm. tehn we had a silent countdown, had sharing .. talk to people => then at 4am, heavy rain poured and all ran to shelter and hide. we all look so funny, standing on chairs, holding the pillar .. shivering in the coldness .. we sound so poor thing ? lolx .. today had service, very sad, on SEA wave attack .. hais .. may God really contuned to bless those that r still alive, may He had mercy upon human mankind for our sins. contiune to strengthen our mind and soul and teach us how to LOVE. In Jesus Christ most precious name, Amen.

im an old woman

2004-12-29T08:04:00.000-08:00

reply msg first
soon: yes im in PJC, why got shuai guy intro ? lolx, im nuts these days
kris: yea yea, but location .. uhmm, i dunno ? will msg u k ?
mich: save me ? i go town to change bus, u change at interchange .. hw to meet ?

why do i called myself an old woman --> im turning 17 yrs old, im old, very old !! can i be 15 yrs old or younger ?? my body doesnt grow up to a 17- looking lady but lyk .. aiyar SEC 1s are taller than me (mummy !! *soBby) damn sad siax, anyway today was abit of bored and fun .. my cls was e1/1, kind of quiet then they slowly opened up .. they r actually quite noisy n. nasty esp e guys. i cant believe that im arguing my lungs out with sec 1 guys .. i sound lyk ah sao .. i admit I"M VERY OLD ~ tmr will be a greater day cause the guys can bug on de bballs guys instead of me, they look more lyk korkor, i look lyk meimei to them !! arrrrr .. im so old, yet look so short ARGH, God made me special, well i fully accept it. like that bf no need to be too tall (:
o manz, wart am i tinking ? o btw i cut hair today ..
archer* do i spell it correctly, this is the best salon, massage service super powerrr, 18 bucks only, still cut till nice nice, got tea drink .. 2 person at service .. damn cool .. im gonna be an old taitai .. nid to slp le, caoz;

being weeeeks away; now .. blogging

2004-12-28T06:50:00.000-08:00

do everyone miss me ? ( YES, we do! ) okay, enuff of my usual nonsense, im really sick and crazy these days, busy about my dance & i gotta 3rd (dere's only 3 groups) -LOLX- im being lame, cool .. too long nv online liao, o yea, yesturday i went to a shopping mission, i just grab and go =P bought new year clothes, im spending lyk shit cause i finally receive my mum's trust about de stupid posb card. first tym went shopping with my meimei (: whateva she bought, i can use too .. it's good to haf a sista ! a lot of thing, today finally had a rest, woke up @ 3pm, so clearing alot of stuff and went to get some present. again, i bought some stuff .. my sister was amazed by a container i bought frm IKEA, she went " so cute " and "so cute .. " grins* it is a gift box of 12 containers, big to small -heex- tmr im going to orientation to help out .. hope i'll be of some help instead of trouble. all of us are leaving newtown .. im gonna miss ntss .. hey, those going PJC, meet for mac breakfast before going sch k ?

im back, sick & tired

2004-12-24T16:32:00.000-08:00

ARGHHH, pain pain pain, my whole body is aching lyk mad >.<
the retrea was great but i almost caused a life of my friend !!! poor michelle, i cokking maggie mee using mass tin then she came over, cause we sharing then i turned off fire, stir in sum soya sauce then .. *OUCH* i split it over her right leg .. she gotta burned =S .. she screamed and cried, so poor thing .. now also look bad ..but luckily she could still cycle, our cycling plan carried on .. we went over frm east coast park to joo chiat to eat roti prata @ 2am .. huimum, the non-ton-er .. he cant slp over .. cant stayed up to 1am .. he almost fell asleep at the coffee shop .. so he took a cab back, with his bike behind the cab -_____-" we ride till the end of east coast, way way beyond bedok jetty. we saw nights !! a lot of them .. the nicest i ever get to see in s'pore. the planes in the sky was huge .. as tot they gonna drop bombs on me .. xmAs party was not bad, but i missed half of it, all i could rmb was the cartoon hero, each group must creat new super hero .. got some got power lyk, shoot fire from the nipple *lolx* some called themselves, super bengawan (the cake shop) .. joey was the cutest hero .. lyk small angel .. dancing was bad and bad .. tmr im dancing, come fort canning park at any time to 6- 10 !!!!! no ticket, entrance got, it's only for lucky draw (:

... laughingoutallday ...

2004-12-20T18:09:00.000-08:00

okay,read jasmine goh's blog ... funny retreat that we had. well, now im blogging at east coast mac with jasmine beside me. read tat chris story .. *lolx the retreat was quite fun. all the g12 members of chris & joy all meet for a time before this beautiful christmas. i enjoyedmyself a lotesp the night. all bath and cook and we have bedtime story ..huimum's milky story.. he drinks a lot of milk, u gotta be amazedbyit.itwasanunprepared retreat but thank God everything was running smoothly.. we even must go east coast hawker stealchopsticks and spoons (we kop,nv steal) we dont evem haf utensils ... o clem took my pillow at night .. luckybrought 2 =P everything was so fun!!! amen !!! gtg...early merry xmas

s u g a r rr cube

2004-12-18T09:43:00.000-08:00

i dunno what am i, a youth ? not a child nor an adult. was watching truth & dare: 6 storey building ?? it touched me when they say youth is lyk suger cube. easily broken yet sweet. i really find that true .. now im turning almost 17 in days .. im old, older !! lao liao le .. die ar, to think that time realli flies. yest was lyk the first day i stepped into newtown. altot im posted to a new sch (PJC) frenz .. im gonna miss all of you. seriously, even if i haf even hated u .. its time to part, kind of sad. haf to be in new ground; make new frenz at this age .. puting on a fake smile to tell pple u r friendly. i seriously cant stepped outta of my comfort zone .. my whole week gonna be booked for lotsa of activites. whoever interested in chalet or xmAs bash, plz sms me (: be dere for fun k .. i noe im scarry & irritating, if making myself invisible for you, im willing to do it. not everyone loves me, i know .. no one is prefect, just gonna accept how u look at me. but friend, in this world, there is a God. do u believe ?

2004-12-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

yawn* its lyk 12:46am now, not much pple online, no one talking to me -boring- as similar as my day .. im so sorry to all reading my blog, i always update in the middle of the night .. yea, the night is still young =P
today
went to work .. i stoned & worked lyk a machine fer continuous 4 hrs .. nbm, i earned $20 easily !! went to lyk shop fer a while w my mum .. i think God really blessed me, i was praying hard fer my pocket hole .. then my mum just gonna settle all my clothes bill & just feeding me the money i nid !! so guilty tat i bought so much stuffs this hols =/ o, my hair is now prefectly fine with the new shampoo i just bought *thnk God* my hair is very naughty .. u shld try seeing my hair sticky & oily looking when i used the wrong shampoo .. damn disgusting, lyk nv washed fer a week. my hair lyk princess lyk tat, very fussy .. hehe im doing my xmAs fer my friends !! hand so pain .. i think i need days to finish them (:
tmr can get posting of my new 3-mths school -anxious- i lost my pin & my booklet .. must search .. pray tt i .. get into a good & fun sch !!!! uhmm, im in my 2nd choice of sch -PJC- not bad not bad, just very far !! got the CCA called"outdoor" im gonna join it & play lyk siao .. my first choice is gone-case .. lolx, only out for fun .. PJC\outdoor !! yea*

friends friends friends

2004-12-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

yesterday
i went airport to fetch the people frm thailand back. they really had a lot of fun lor, read frm jasmine's blog ! i wanna go nxt yr (: im in for the dance performance @ my church xmAs bash on 25th dec (for canning park) but i scared i do not dance well then my partner have to dance solo .. scared scared .. last night was bad, i cooked burnt eggs w soggy mushrooms & prawns for my sis (kim) .. i sucks .. but then i fried luncheon meat *nicenice* then i tell her bedtime bible stories
-cute-

today
the day before practise dance till my whole body ache lor. the dance is so powerful, my body cant take it -old liao- today went cycling .. my poor jasmine stressed herself so much to learn cycling. Girl, it takes time !! u will learn it one day, dont push yrself too far ! we then went dunman food centre eat nice "tian ji" porridge .. so full man .. then we saw the bus, run 2.4km chasing it .. heEx go home liao; super smelly =D
tmr i got work .. finally .. one day only .. at least can make my mum nag less

my energy is shrinking -_-"

2004-12-14T14:11:00.000-08:00

lala so anyone gonna get jacket for you, i hope YOU do ! heEx .. im crazy, my day starts with 2 hrs -of- pool !! it makes me think of poo poo (clement) they r back tmr ! need to fetch them frm airport & send my michelle to aust ! okay enuff of my crap, back to my day .. then i went town to shop. brought a lovely top frm ESPRIT (i need to learn the spelling, its nt e-spirit) gotta 20% discount, thnx michelle -muaCks-
we walked around n go home .. then jerold called me out to play overnight so i went out of my hse @ 12am, meet them .. eat food at coffeeshop, crap around .. im e only girl (cant understand boys' language) btw got juin yeow, david, jerold & arik. then we went 7-11 to buy snacks and we went mount faber .. the night was awesome, the stars were so beautiful, we did admired them fer a while & our necks got so suan .. we din paid money & spoiled some binoculars but we could see a lot of things .. we played daidee throughtout the night *very fun* got fengshui one, one moment he will win some moment will lose like siao .. then we ended off with prawn noodles at 5:30am .. lolx !! wart a day =P

my dream bursts last night

2004-12-13T02:15:00.000-08:00

i have a bad news & a good news. Which one you wanna hear ? Well, bad first right ? My grp lost in de church competition but my sister deviana got in (: Good new - i may be dancing tt xmAs party@ fort canning .. anyone interested, free dinner & admission on 25th dec ?!

went outta w pri school frens today. went beach but it was really bad weather, met up w many tt i've forgotten `badmemory but thank God tt i met them. we stoned fer many times but kill our time by playing heart attack [lame; lolx then went dinner then had FUN at pool n arcade .. playin all e kiddy games but its just fun when you're bored. the day was refreshing .. w my daniel wu (:

went back fer star awards, went bloggin but SOMETHING happened. i accidentally delete a lot of stuff w/o my knowing & click "save" .. everything was gone xcept my scrollbar .. so i gotta a new face -- billabong, i loved e slippers i saw@ sentosa and i saw my beloved adidas jacket at 89bucks. Get me one ! i prayed ..

cyber princess

2004-12-12T01:05:00.000-08:00

just watched princess d.
altot im single & unattached but .. its such a desire to find my one !
my emotions .. i seemed absorbed into the movie
i w a n a f l y . . . into yr world
who will u be ___________my one & only one; i love you

reality checks.
yearns to be in cyber world
to be the princess i want
crowned as the most impt person of your world
wanna sit on the bike you ride
bring me round de world u wana give me
gazing stars on ferris wheel
chasing me by de beach
we light candles n hide under the blankets
we make wishes when we see fireflies
you smile when i look blurr ..
u cookin my breakfast when im still slping
singing * an jing to me with de guitar

this is my dream with you
we buit our home together
could i or can i be the honoured one ?
everyone has a story.
i'll tell you mine, frm beginning
i was a girl abandoned frm de world
i played w my shadow
hearing my own echos
but somehow e real jorney began ..

i was nobody
i am the jacqueline, w i t h o u t y o u
i'll find you .. i search & pray thru de night
we'll become one .. in love .. one, yes we'll be
will you piggy-back with me when i find you?
whisper into my ears & say "i love you" when i've found you
prayin thru my lightyears
i'll show u this page of my life when we have our first kiss ..
i want u to know
i cherish u before i knew it's gonna be you
r you my desired one ? (:

XMas xmAS

2004-12-10T07:51:00.000-08:00

its the weekend .. ?!
it means it's gonna be saturday (service day) ~wooHoO~ i lyk to go church .. its all about fun ! yeA, i heard jocE & yiNgx are joining us tmr, welcome welcome .. but im sorry if i dont look as excited as now when we meet face-to-face .. im anxious & puzzled of wart to say other than "welcum" ? lolx, sorry la .. a lot of pple say i very dao in church .. just that i seriously dunno what to say .. i cant share bible stories ma, not gd in it .. but church is .. i will be more serious =P .. it is true but when comes to worship, i'll just jump & jump .. xD .. just wondering if anyone wanna join service on any of the sat ? then churhc got xmAs bash @ fort canning on 25 dec (join join join ! contact me !)
talking bout' today, i woke up early early then my jie mei's place to start gaming sims2 .. very fun .. got woman pregnant for days then she gave a turn then got baby in her arms .. im so addicted to it. den i had my church (cell grp) girls' gathering ..v fun, den i went IKEA for fish & chipPy .. it taste awesome but it shrink in size .. soBbx* i love fish n chips .. i wish i can eat every friday ( i wish .. )

zEphaniah 2:3 -- Seek the Lord, all the humble of the land, you who do what He commands. Seek righteousness, seek humility; perhaps you will be sheltered on the day of the Lord's anger.

do you how to spell "shameless"

2004-12-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

here to that mystery person who trys to be funny: thank you very much ! so nice of all of you rmbing to insult me in this beautiful xmAs, im so toucHed* you guys r so sweEt .. well, i think u shld know how to spell -shameless- o0ps well, i'll thank God for this. He reminds me tt humans r not perfect but they hav to strive to be, we must learn to make more friends than foes, nahx i'll still prayed for you ... you need God terribly (:
to mE: thank you, r you sum1 i know .. intro le .. you r such a nice person

last night din post anything, stayed over @ julie's place. so many pple r concerned about her, she's pretty fine le, she keeps on decorating her bandages -__-" she brought very nice stuff to deco .. nvm, she's happy !! both of us were watching mv throughout e night .. then we start makin dance steps, hope our grp can go thru the church competition. if we can, we will perform .. so everyone must come & support or laugh @ us also can la .. esp thoSe pple .. dunno under/s those pple .. i so ugly, no bf, no money .. so unhappy with me for what ? also nv snatch yr bf .. think over la, waste of time right ?
oh, then i today went shopping with vanessa, she got 30% taka discount @ leVis ... but we saw not much, so din buy .. she brought a nike top *nice*nice* i think today wanting's bdae so we meet for dinner but from crystal jade to swensens .. all so crowded then eat at foodcourt .. me & van eat mos burger. aHz .. i nid a job ar .. no money, employ me le .. very "hardworking" one (lolX) take care all .. God bless (:

hEy, whats wrong w dec ?

2004-12-07T22:41:00.000-08:00

rainy rainy day again, why did it rain, i was all prepared for a tym of tanning .. it rained .. i went pasir park w david\junx.\cheryl\julie\huimum .. we're preparing for the xmAs outreach [23 dec, chalet .. interested, tell me k ? inviting anyone whose interested] haha advertising our programme .. it was stupidly raining, we just start xploring de place in the rain .. walking in de rain *romantic* [tsk][tsk] lolx, we xplored e place fast and went for the idea for a ride around the place, huimum den left, he scared he fall frm bike? =X we ride .. ride .. in de stupid rain .. then suddenly while we're in de children cycling complex .. suddenly julie gave out a loud scream and she fell frm her bike. Poor girl .. blooding flowing frm her hand and leg .. in de rain sum'more .. so we washed her wound and the day just ended, with me stuffing my mouth w MCDONALDS .. heEx apple pie .. -wink-

de second attempt `

2004-12-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

firstly, thank you all that have posted .. wAox i really feel like a small newbie .. guide me, all jiejiEx ? as usual, today is one of the rainy days in dec hols. So many people are abroad, miss dem ~ bel, clem, wmin, chris, nicole. some of them went for humanitarian trip to thai (prayErs *) yest woke up so early to send them off at 6am .. today i was trying to grab more sleep but julie, wake me up =S so i woke up after 9-hrs of slp, i almost dont wanna go for job interview .. eventually it was kind of unxpected ;recruit xpress; & now dont haf any job on hand for me .. i'm jobless, employ me somebody !! but i had a great shopping time, brought 2 tops ;P quite affordable, one at OP (20%) and one from mango .. i'm a typical crazy girl who cant stop shopping. wanna buy a roxy skirt but i came too late, only left the white design .. my mum agreed to let me buy le .. no more le (big sobx !) nvm la .. i still got my long-term dream; my adidas jacket frm aust ?! need pple to buy from there somemore .. michelle .. just hope i have the money, $150 ? i dont think pple will get me for xmAs ?! -hint-hint- take care all, yeA* tml i'm going pasir ris .. fun fun*

all r beautified -----------

2004-12-05T04:03:00.000-08:00

boOO ~ (kkz, i'm trying to be lame here) launching of my first entry in blog, 051204 memorable date; right everyone ? worth while k, i asked no one (xcept my mei) .. i realised i was an old ku-ku when i realised how "amazing" this blog works anyway it was simple at the end of the day but people like "Jacqueline" will forget her username when she was about write 1st entry. i'm stupid (: i hope everyone do love my blog and i now i forget to do de box, to allow people to leave their comments *shit*

finally - all is done, all ia beautified (welcome)
tml i'm going for job interview, wish me luck =P